the art of loneliness

Loneliness is my trigger. That craving for more, to be by your side. Because if I'm not, then who is? Jealousy - creation of stories over & over... The fear of abandonment. From connection, From creating, From movement, From you. Silence in solitude is the greatest gift, and yet there's layers upon layers of sadness left to be burned. The cold and darkness has arrived, my greatest obstacle delivered, a hurdle to gracefully overcome. How, and why and where and with who? Anxieties to soften with too much space and time. Keep flowing, keep breathing. Following faith and hope in a direction of peace through this chaos of healing.